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Be It...Be it me who wanders these lands forever
Then I shall uncover the truth and wonders..
If it be me who has to see the heartbreak of humanity
then let me help you keep that sanity by telling
you a more peaceful calamity...
If it is I who reaches the sky let me
help you enjoy by teaching you to fly..
Be it me to flee from the troubles of the night
Let me help you to stay safe by fighting this
blight...
As I still stand and breath
Be it the flower or the sword I will die doing what I love..
Loving others and fighting to help others

Cyclei fasten the noose,
the scarlet thread tight about my throat,
my thoughts like an avalanche in my mind,
the translucent paint cascading down about me,
i plummet into the abyss,
hanging there the black roses bud around me,
from one death, new life is breathed into this world,
and the cycle continues,
and the cycle repeats

The Road.....

I wish my Reflection was different.

But I do not create the Waste that portrays me

In its tarnished silver surface

What is it that is seen?

Suicide braided into my hair

Scholastic failure upon my skin

My clothes tattered and soaked in Alcohol and bruises

I wish my Song was different.

But I do not own the Stolen breath that defines me

In the joy of the rumor monger

What is it that is heard?

Sloth tinged laughter

An unwanted language exhaled

My words colored red and painted with vexation

I wish my Story was different.

But I do not write the Benevolent tombs that cement me

In their dusty, dusty Pages

What is it that is written?

Cauterizetake the burning steel and cauterize wounds past,
press it to the skin and turn the scars to ash,
between these bitter memories i find the strength to last,
opening old wounds again, perhaps i was to rash,
i get up on my feet again and brush dust from my bruised skin,
forever bitter memories, i wash away my sin

Deciphering Balance.Deciphering Balance

Trying to pull the trigger on life.
Tender and strife full.
we all want peace.

war and violence burn within us.
We don't want to fight.
we need to protect and serve.

We are people of many colors.
Heritages and customs.

we are all different but bleed the same blood.
How can we decide who lives and dies.
When there is no balance in the skies.

Deciphering balance.
We all are Haters and law makers.
We all are bold risk takers.

Deer in thickets and woods.
we all live in tribes and hoods.
Emotional and intellectual thinkers
Hunters and there blinders.

we connect like dream catchers
webs and string bind us

Hoops and flut

Tiny Dancing Stickmenaren't we all just breakable little stick men,
dancing to a solitary tune,
bending with the wind until we break,
our vertebrae snapping against the strain,
we reach our breaking point and can bend no more,
we push back against the storm,
where some may survive,
others snap under the unrelenting pressure

The Silent DragonSo... eerie and calm this eve,
I am, restless, yet... I slowly breathe,
look upon the starry night,
everything of beauty... everything feels right,
never before have emptiness filled,
till this day, a dread that milled;

darkness descends upon my waking mind,
roaming casually, its prey to find,
and I flick a wing, and a tail perhaps,
gone the days, as the water laps.
Oh, my voice my song it fills and frets,
now more than ever, this pain to forget...

Leaving The DarkReady to take on the world now
Rebelling out of this bad place.
Influence of demons, I've changed how?
Entrance the fresh, and expire the past I'll never erase
Say what you want,
Safe I will be, while you haunt
But I'm not afraid to be different
Bazaar is your attitude when I am kind.
Can't follow you and drown in your judgement
Catch your evil spirit, I will never again, for I've just gained a merciful mind.
You can plan your revenge in the dark
Unique is my God. And I will be safe with the light of the Lord with the rightful heart.
Do not come looking for me,
Do-ers of evil.
Because I do not have interest in doing things falsely
Beyond, I plan on arriving. For instead the interest of behaving as an angel.
I praise The Savior,
Idled I am no longer.
Uncloaked along my path He placed a fresh start
Acquaint the righteous
Remix with the kind hearts,
Repent and forever worship the one Flawless.
Godly I am once again and is dissolved is my sorrow
Gosh, I cannot wait for tomorrow.

WiltI wanted to show the world;
that love could overcome distances vast...
but I failed to make it last..

I set out to prove to the world
that I'd give whatever it takes...
and it just raised the stakes..

I wrote out against anger and wounding,
to show her I still care...
but in this world, I am not there..

I dreamt of taking her hand
and softly kissing her smile,
as all dreams come... lasted a while;

I wish myself in will and pray to confront this big world and save her one day..
but one is too many, the world swept her away..

I seek thee, oh world,
I am drowned now, so lame..
I love her enough, but does she the same...

I speak thee... to

The Sorceress

I am the one who casts magic well.
I am the one who can utter ever spell.
I am the one who you think only dwells in one's imagination.
I am the one who can brew the ideal potion.
I am the one who can really fly.
I am the one who is traveling across the sky, leaving a trail of sparkling blue dust.
I am the one who you really can trust and secrecy is a must.
I am the one who they say is truly magical.
I am the one who is the most powerful.
I am the one who you will miss.
I am the one who is the Sorceress.

AssasinWhat you have done to me?
I cannot tell, I cannot show.
I feel you're there, embracing gently
And maybe... really, you truly care.

I killed the silence, killed the rules
I can't obey the code of System.
The Assasin, and till the Dawn
I'll dance with Death, I'll keep the rhythm.

You're testing me, you change the pace
I follow you, I'm going deeper.
I'm hiding... just to save you
But why you call for me again?

You killed my pain, you took the shelter
You made me strong and weaker too.
You're the Assasin, I took the challenge
But I don't know if I can beat you.

The sun will burn, my friends will dance
And I'll lead them to show the passion.

Mysterious Skin

Mysterious Skin

The velvety darkness hides everything,
Like a whisper of a ghost.
In this complete shadow,
There is a Nightmare lurking about.
The gills breathing air,
Eyes on the shoulder watching you.
This Nightmare,
Is a nightmare.
Three different wings are shown,
Tail spikes are framing her tail.
What a beautiful nightmare,
In the right hands.
Flames licking her feet,
As fire comes from her eyes.
Pukish Green, and deep purple,
She may be hideous,
But to her owner,
She is beautiful.

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A Poem of My Life

by ~JessieJordan, Oct 21, 2011, 10:07:42 PM
Literature / Poetry / Spiritual / Urban & Spoken Word

A tiny crack in my self image.
Slowly broken as others throw stones in my direction.
Finally I'm on the brink of destruction.
Standing on the ledge.

Then out of the dark arms surround me
and pull me back in.
They pull me out of my dark depression
Into the light.

You begin work to repair my broken image.
Carefully piecing me back together.
Makeing me again what you wanted me to be
Sometimes it hurts to have the grime washed away.

Finally youve fixed it well enough to see
part of the plans you have in store for me.
But my life starts taking a beating once again.
And soon cracks start to reappear.

You use the light and love that surrounds me
to keep me from that dark cliff.
Ready, wishing for death.
I pull towards it

You desperately cling to me
tears of love streaming down
whispering shouts of affection
"Dont go there please. I love you too much"

I struggle against the one who loves me always.
Wanting my own path, my own way
But your holding me too close
for me to get the darkness I desire

Soon I succumb To your tight embrace
And allow you to begin repairs again
Again the darkness hurls stones in my direction
hoping to see me shatter

They whisper to me saying, "come here"
I run from you and you hold out your arm
You run to shield me from the darkness
holding up your defence against the boulders

"How foolish am I?" I think as you take my beating.
I watch them hurt you and make you bleed.
"How could I do this to the one who loves me,
Who loves me fully and unconditionally?"

Finally all seems lost as you fall.
The darkness looks at me hungrily.
One last stone would end it.
One last stone to your body.

Suddenly a bright light shines from your person.
The darkness recedes.

And you stand.
You take my hand.
And all my breaks are healed.

The darkness has gone.
It is no longer there to taunt me, or tempt me.
And I willingly am accepted
Into your arms.

You fold them around me.
Glad its over.
We cling to eachother
Crying tears of relief.

Then we stand
and walk away
together
once again.

A Poem of My Lifeby ~JessieJordan

Literature / Poetry / Spiritual / Urban & Spoken Word

This is my life. A constant struggle against my darkness. Kept at bay only by a god who loves me. And only because of his sacrifice can I, when its all over, cry tears of relief with him. And we can walk away together. I long for the day that heaven comes down to earth. I know it's coming soon. On that day, I will no longer have this constant struggle of mine. And that alone is worth everything I am enduring on this Earth.

This was the outpour of my heart in a time when I was having trouble typing simply because I was crying so profusely.